Ok, so I thought it was funny to use a little word alphabet to start this off!
Tonight my friends, is the debut of Sex and the City - The Movie, and I CANNOT wait! You see, SATC defines my life...it makes you think about who you are and about your relationships with men and friends and yourself, it makes you scream at the TV "I TOTALLY GET IT, WHY DOESN'T ANYONE ELSE?" - it's smart and fun and sexy - you know, just like me (ha ha).
Anyway, tonight me and 15 of my girlfriends are off to a fabulous dinner at Samba (a Brazilian meat place that I don't know too much about but the waiters are apparently gorgeous and they carry around lots of yummy meat - how much more can a girl ask for?!?) and then we're heading to the movie in hopes that in the end everything...and every one is happy (and of course fabulous).
In preparation for the movie, I have been working my way through each of the seasons on DVD and have been thinking a lot about my friends. The SATC girls are smart, established, and successful and I'm so thankful that I get to surround myself with women who are just the same.
Last week we had an amazing dinner at a friend's place in Madison - there, in that dining room I was surrounded by a VP of Government Affairs for Aurora Hospital, the Chief of Staff for the Senate Majority Leader, the Director of Progressive Majority, Legislative Liaisons for DHFS and the DNR, women who helped negotiate the state budget, a librarian for a prominent law firm, a woman who had a major hand in crafting a statewide health care plan, the lobbyist for Milwaukee County, etc. These are SMART women who are also fun and funny and fashionable and each bring something different to the table in our group and I love them all. It's so fun to have such a diverse group of women in my circle in Madison that is broaden by the women I love and think are fabulous in Beloit (ie teachers and associate executive directors at the Y and child care directors, and sales people who hate their jobs but are suffering because they're still going to school and being a mom at the same time and manage to balance everything pretty well AKA my sister).
So, here's to SATC and amazing girlfriends - I cherish them both!
Friday, May 30, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Stop Avoiding ME
Ok, so I've been avoiding myself lately - my blog, my journal, my body, and my head have all taken a back seat to this SUPER weird month of May.
As this month closes, I have to say I didn't like it so much. I have had more WTF moments this month than I have in the last year - from a whirlwind trip to NYC to getting into and out of a "relationship" and maybe back into it again, to going through my grandma's house deciding what I want to take to remember her and my grandpa, to annoying things at work and people leaving...It has truly been a month that I want to do nothing but shout WTF at...although I use the real words cause that's the kind of girl I am.
So, I'm not going to avoid myself anymore - in fact, I'm starting to train for a marathon and am getting back to my journal and my blog and myself.
I have done a LOT of thinking this month though - about the kind of girl I am and the kind of girl I want to be...and the kind of girl I don't want to be.
I'm the kind of girl who values sentiment - I don't need "stuff" but I need pictures and things that remind me of times gone by or times that I never knew.
I'm the kind of girl who doesn't say no, and needs to learn how. I take on so many things that I often put things I truly love to the wayside because I always feel like I have to be a people pleaser.
I'm the kind of girl who wants to explore and learn and see and do. Not the kind of girl who wants to sit around when I'm somewhere fabulous.
I'm the kind of girl who values other people's time and learns to appreciate the time that I get with people. I am not the kind of girl who needs to spend every waking second with the same person.
I'm the kind of girl who's independent. There are so many things I love about living alone and being single and doing my own thing - managing my own life and finances and apartment. But I'm also the kind of girl who would love to share all of those things with someone.
I'm the kind of girl who is giving - sometimes too giving. I give freely of my time (which I don't have much of) and myself - who I am and what I'm all about. I get burned a lot for that but I'm not willing to do it any other way. I don't hide things or emotion from people.
I'm the kind of girl who gets frustrated over little things that I shouldn't - I'm working on that one.
I'm the kind of girl who can play playstation, eat frozen pizza and drink beer one night, and be at a 5 course dinner and the opera the next. I think that this makes me special. :)
I'm the kind of girl who sometimes just likes to be at home, alone, with reruns of sex and the city and Chinese take out.
I'm the kind of girl who can hang with the guys at a sporting event in a baseball hat and then get dolled up and have a night on the town with my girlfriends.
I'm the kind of girl who is crazy complicated but incredibly simple...and I like it that way.
There are lots of other things that could be included in this list, because well, note the last statement! The bottom line is that I'm not avoiding myself any more, which is refreshing!
As this month closes, I have to say I didn't like it so much. I have had more WTF moments this month than I have in the last year - from a whirlwind trip to NYC to getting into and out of a "relationship" and maybe back into it again, to going through my grandma's house deciding what I want to take to remember her and my grandpa, to annoying things at work and people leaving...It has truly been a month that I want to do nothing but shout WTF at...although I use the real words cause that's the kind of girl I am.
So, I'm not going to avoid myself anymore - in fact, I'm starting to train for a marathon and am getting back to my journal and my blog and myself.
I have done a LOT of thinking this month though - about the kind of girl I am and the kind of girl I want to be...and the kind of girl I don't want to be.
I'm the kind of girl who values sentiment - I don't need "stuff" but I need pictures and things that remind me of times gone by or times that I never knew.
I'm the kind of girl who doesn't say no, and needs to learn how. I take on so many things that I often put things I truly love to the wayside because I always feel like I have to be a people pleaser.
I'm the kind of girl who wants to explore and learn and see and do. Not the kind of girl who wants to sit around when I'm somewhere fabulous.
I'm the kind of girl who values other people's time and learns to appreciate the time that I get with people. I am not the kind of girl who needs to spend every waking second with the same person.
I'm the kind of girl who's independent. There are so many things I love about living alone and being single and doing my own thing - managing my own life and finances and apartment. But I'm also the kind of girl who would love to share all of those things with someone.
I'm the kind of girl who is giving - sometimes too giving. I give freely of my time (which I don't have much of) and myself - who I am and what I'm all about. I get burned a lot for that but I'm not willing to do it any other way. I don't hide things or emotion from people.
I'm the kind of girl who gets frustrated over little things that I shouldn't - I'm working on that one.
I'm the kind of girl who can play playstation, eat frozen pizza and drink beer one night, and be at a 5 course dinner and the opera the next. I think that this makes me special. :)
I'm the kind of girl who sometimes just likes to be at home, alone, with reruns of sex and the city and Chinese take out.
I'm the kind of girl who can hang with the guys at a sporting event in a baseball hat and then get dolled up and have a night on the town with my girlfriends.
I'm the kind of girl who is crazy complicated but incredibly simple...and I like it that way.
There are lots of other things that could be included in this list, because well, note the last statement! The bottom line is that I'm not avoiding myself any more, which is refreshing!
Monday, April 28, 2008
Ca-Ca-Ca-Carazy
Since I have not run a race since December I had forgotten how fun it is!
I ran the Crazy Legs race in Madison, and had a blast! I had set my goal time to be 45:00 - I had run 5 miles in 47 min before and I figured on a race day I could shave off 2 min. without a problem.
However, the problem became the wind, and while I finished with a time of 45:32 and am really happy with that, if I wouldn't have been battling the wind I think I could have met my goal. Running up Observatory Drive, directly into the wind, was a challenge - one that left a lot of people walking (which was great for me because I love passing people!).
I started out with a group of people from the capitol and after the first mile I just had to go. I ran to the "soundtrack" (cheesy mixed cd) of the Pink Bus fro m Thailand and it kept me pumped up. There's something about a techno remix of the Cranberries' Zombie that makes a girl run hard and fast!
The course really is beautiful, winding through campus and down along the bike path, with the lake as background and the finish line at the 50 yard line of Camp Randall it's something that I'm already looking forward to doing again next year with a goal to beat my time from this year!
I ran the Crazy Legs race in Madison, and had a blast! I had set my goal time to be 45:00 - I had run 5 miles in 47 min before and I figured on a race day I could shave off 2 min. without a problem.
However, the problem became the wind, and while I finished with a time of 45:32 and am really happy with that, if I wouldn't have been battling the wind I think I could have met my goal. Running up Observatory Drive, directly into the wind, was a challenge - one that left a lot of people walking (which was great for me because I love passing people!).
I started out with a group of people from the capitol and after the first mile I just had to go. I ran to the "soundtrack" (cheesy mixed cd) of the Pink Bus fro m Thailand and it kept me pumped up. There's something about a techno remix of the Cranberries' Zombie that makes a girl run hard and fast!
The course really is beautiful, winding through campus and down along the bike path, with the lake as background and the finish line at the 50 yard line of Camp Randall it's something that I'm already looking forward to doing again next year with a goal to beat my time from this year!
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Living Life to the Fullest
I had been working on a big long rant about how much dating sucks when, on Friday, my world was rocked with my Grandma passing away…it was a weekend (and has been a week) of reflecting and spending time with my family.
Although my grandma was 86 and had been in a nursing home for the last couple of years, her passing was quite a shock to us all and happened very quickly; which, when you have to go, is the best way possible.
Spending time at my grandma’s house over the weekend and looking through old pictures of her with her friends and on vacation, and with her family has really made me think a lot about living your life to the fullest, because I do believe that my grandma lived a very full life and I hope that she never had any regrets.
I truly believe in never turning down a chance to travel, or an opportunity to learn something new, and to just do something fun and different, and most importantly never settling just because something is comfortable.
So I recently started making a “Bucket List” – although in my version these are things I want to do before I’m 30…and I’ll start new after that! Anyone else have a “Bucket List”?? What’s on it? Here’s mine, which I’m sure will be added to:
Although my grandma was 86 and had been in a nursing home for the last couple of years, her passing was quite a shock to us all and happened very quickly; which, when you have to go, is the best way possible.
Spending time at my grandma’s house over the weekend and looking through old pictures of her with her friends and on vacation, and with her family has really made me think a lot about living your life to the fullest, because I do believe that my grandma lived a very full life and I hope that she never had any regrets.
I truly believe in never turning down a chance to travel, or an opportunity to learn something new, and to just do something fun and different, and most importantly never settling just because something is comfortable.
So I recently started making a “Bucket List” – although in my version these are things I want to do before I’m 30…and I’ll start new after that! Anyone else have a “Bucket List”?? What’s on it? Here’s mine, which I’m sure will be added to:
Run as many 5K races as possible
Run at least 3 8K races
Run the 10K Fall Classic at the Y
Complete a Biathlon
Complete a Triathlon
Learn how to play golf
Learn how to
play tennis
Learn to ski/snowboard
Get SCUBA certified and
dive
somewhere fabulous
Start a continual yoga/meditating practice -
@ least
15 min. a day
Sky Dive (preferably in a really cool
country!)
Canoe the Boundary Waters
Complete a Marathon
somewhere cool to
celebrate turning 30!
Win Re-Election to County
Board
Become
adept at some form of dancing
Take a creative
writing class
Learn French
Visit Paris and other parts of France
(Really) Learn to play the pianoPlay my flute more often
Go on a Hot Air Balloon ride
Stay at a fun, cozy,
bed and breakfast in Italy
Take an art class
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Back Where I Come From and Some Thoughts on Creativity
I had the pleasure of going to see Tracy Silverman who plays the electric violin and is not only one of the most talented musicians I have ever met, but also one of the coolest people with his wild hair and great sense of humor.
Tracy is from Beloit and after years of playing in the orchestra (with my mom!), he went to Julliard and has become a world renowned artist and has received glowing reviews spanning the globe. The great thing about Tracy is that he is not only humble, he appreciates his roots.
Every spring, Tracy comes back to Beloit to perform with music students from the School District of Beloit with proceeds going to benefit the music departments. And after, I'm lucky to be one of the cool kids that gets to have a glass of wine with him and hear about what's going on in his life...which is filled with his kids and family, creativity and travel.
I was proud last night - proud of Tracy for recognizing how important it is to try and enrich the community where he grew up; proud of the amazing talent that we have in Beloit; and as always proud to walk in to BMHS as an alum. I felt proud watching the talented kids we have here, the talented teachers, and to remember that this is a good community to live in.
It was awesome to see kids expressing themselves through music. It made me ache to get my flute out, belt out a tune, and just get on the stage!
Tracy is going to be performing at Concerts on the Square this summer in Madison and was asked to write something Madison specific, which he previewed for us last night at Dominico's. It starts out talking about brats (which is awesome) and is really centered on how he's proud to come back home.
After hearing a snippet of the song I really thought about the importance of recognizing that there are great things about "home" - things that can never be replicated in other places that you live.
I often forget the great things that happen here in Beloit - because let's face it - I'm a big city girl, essentially trapped in a small town but this is a town that has enriched my life in so many ways. I have gotten to experience things here in this small town that have made me a better, more well rounded person and for that I will be forever greatful to the place where I come from.
CREATIVITY ON THE BRAIN
Lately I have been really craving more creativity in my life, and after seeing Tracy's concert last night I want some even more.
I ran into the French teacher at BMHS last night and she has agreed to meet with me once or twice a week this summer to help me with my French (which I know none so it'll be interesting!) so I'm off today to buy "French Without the Fuss" and get a head start! I cannot wait to start learning!
I'm also vowing to get my flute out and start playing again. I haven't played in years but I have a georgous instrument that's dying to get out of the case! There was a girl last night playing the flute that did a back and forth with Tracy and it was FUN. It made me crave making music!
My "Vision Board" is taking shape too! One of my favorite blogs, Hip Tranquil Chick talks a lot about creativity and how essential it is to encorporate it in your life and suggested creating a "Vision Board" that for me is a sea of controlled, cool chaos, and has great quotes to live by, colors that get me going, pictures and thoughts that inspire me, and creative ideas. It's such a fun thing to have around as a reminder that you can find creativity in the smallest things!
I hope that you find your Sunday, and all your days filled with great creativity, music, and pride for where you come from!
Tracy is from Beloit and after years of playing in the orchestra (with my mom!), he went to Julliard and has become a world renowned artist and has received glowing reviews spanning the globe. The great thing about Tracy is that he is not only humble, he appreciates his roots.
Every spring, Tracy comes back to Beloit to perform with music students from the School District of Beloit with proceeds going to benefit the music departments. And after, I'm lucky to be one of the cool kids that gets to have a glass of wine with him and hear about what's going on in his life...which is filled with his kids and family, creativity and travel.
I was proud last night - proud of Tracy for recognizing how important it is to try and enrich the community where he grew up; proud of the amazing talent that we have in Beloit; and as always proud to walk in to BMHS as an alum. I felt proud watching the talented kids we have here, the talented teachers, and to remember that this is a good community to live in.
It was awesome to see kids expressing themselves through music. It made me ache to get my flute out, belt out a tune, and just get on the stage!
Tracy is going to be performing at Concerts on the Square this summer in Madison and was asked to write something Madison specific, which he previewed for us last night at Dominico's. It starts out talking about brats (which is awesome) and is really centered on how he's proud to come back home.
After hearing a snippet of the song I really thought about the importance of recognizing that there are great things about "home" - things that can never be replicated in other places that you live.
I often forget the great things that happen here in Beloit - because let's face it - I'm a big city girl, essentially trapped in a small town but this is a town that has enriched my life in so many ways. I have gotten to experience things here in this small town that have made me a better, more well rounded person and for that I will be forever greatful to the place where I come from.
CREATIVITY ON THE BRAIN
Lately I have been really craving more creativity in my life, and after seeing Tracy's concert last night I want some even more.
I ran into the French teacher at BMHS last night and she has agreed to meet with me once or twice a week this summer to help me with my French (which I know none so it'll be interesting!) so I'm off today to buy "French Without the Fuss" and get a head start! I cannot wait to start learning!
I'm also vowing to get my flute out and start playing again. I haven't played in years but I have a georgous instrument that's dying to get out of the case! There was a girl last night playing the flute that did a back and forth with Tracy and it was FUN. It made me crave making music!
My "Vision Board" is taking shape too! One of my favorite blogs, Hip Tranquil Chick talks a lot about creativity and how essential it is to encorporate it in your life and suggested creating a "Vision Board" that for me is a sea of controlled, cool chaos, and has great quotes to live by, colors that get me going, pictures and thoughts that inspire me, and creative ideas. It's such a fun thing to have around as a reminder that you can find creativity in the smallest things!
I hope that you find your Sunday, and all your days filled with great creativity, music, and pride for where you come from!
Friday, April 11, 2008
Healthy Kids Day - Saturday April 12th
I'm taking this from Ann Hankin's Blog because I really believe in it - I think everyone ought to put some play in their day and get moving!
"Check out your local YMCA to see what they are doing for Healthy Kids Day--Saturday, April 12th! Did you know that the current generation of children is the first generation that is not predicted to not have a longer lifespan than their parents? It is all about being good role models for our children and introducing "play into our day" that doesn't involve sitting at a computer or playing video games. Kind of ironic that I'm sitting at a computer trying to get this message out to everyone-eh? However, I just got done teaching step aerobics and my kids just walked into the gym across my office to run around---which to them is not exercise but fun--little by little we can work to make that prediction not come true! Happy Healthy Kids Day Weekend to you!"
Thanks Ann for your advocacy - and to my mom because I'm sure she has a lead role in the playing part!
Just a note that the Beloit branch of the Stateline Family YMCA will be hosting their event from 11 am - 1 pm.
"Check out your local YMCA to see what they are doing for Healthy Kids Day--Saturday, April 12th! Did you know that the current generation of children is the first generation that is not predicted to not have a longer lifespan than their parents? It is all about being good role models for our children and introducing "play into our day" that doesn't involve sitting at a computer or playing video games. Kind of ironic that I'm sitting at a computer trying to get this message out to everyone-eh? However, I just got done teaching step aerobics and my kids just walked into the gym across my office to run around---which to them is not exercise but fun--little by little we can work to make that prediction not come true! Happy Healthy Kids Day Weekend to you!"
Thanks Ann for your advocacy - and to my mom because I'm sure she has a lead role in the playing part!
Just a note that the Beloit branch of the Stateline Family YMCA will be hosting their event from 11 am - 1 pm.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
So, I'm a slacker....
Ok, Ok, I know that I have not been keeping up with this whole blogging thing.
Maybe I subconsciously stopped blogging in Thailand because I loved it so much I wanted to stay there forever...or maybe I'm just lazy...take your pick!
I was fortunate enough to have coffee this week with an old college friend who kindly informed me that I hadn't kept up with my blogging. Thanks Jake :)
My Springtime reevaluating of what's going on in my life has led me to get back on the blogosphere and do some writing - but I'm going to save it for Sundays, when I have more time and can ponder what's going on in the world with a cup of coffee in hand!
So my friends, be looking forward to more fun filled musings...they'll be coming soon!
Maybe I subconsciously stopped blogging in Thailand because I loved it so much I wanted to stay there forever...or maybe I'm just lazy...take your pick!
I was fortunate enough to have coffee this week with an old college friend who kindly informed me that I hadn't kept up with my blogging. Thanks Jake :)
My Springtime reevaluating of what's going on in my life has led me to get back on the blogosphere and do some writing - but I'm going to save it for Sundays, when I have more time and can ponder what's going on in the world with a cup of coffee in hand!
So my friends, be looking forward to more fun filled musings...they'll be coming soon!
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